December 2009
did i mention ....
did i mention that she also told me this afternoon that i was incapable of holding an intelligent conversation.
yea she’s so good for self essteam i know …
i'm going to complain again.
do you ever feel like life just isn’t worth the effort.
and you know you need to talk to someone about it.
but when you do you just feel lousy for dumping your problems on someone else.
that’s how i’v felt the past year.
like it’s just not worth trying.
and my dreams aren’t achievable.
and i can’t do anything.
hell most of the time i can barely hold...
ah i’m alive.
soo it’s been an ok week.
i meet and amassing boy.
who i think i may care for very much.
i’m finally getting new plugs in a week or two.(my ears are current;y being stretched)
and i’m getting my septum pierced soon.
also while i’m there i’ll be pricing a tattoo.
nothing big.
i just (atm) want to get music in ether arabic or Korean with a...
wow i ahven’t up dated in a while.
sorry for that.
so i’v acctualy been pretty good.
a little stressed but that’s about the worst of it.
ah and i’m re dying my hair tonight.
it’s going to be blue and a redish pink.
and i’m getting new glasses.
ah yes.
and i’v meet this amassing guy.
i’m not sure were it’s going quite yet but i’ll...